Love is Courage

I dont care about da world..all i know beside u is da safest place on earth..i-vtech for danger alert..underwater,on da surface, on air..everywhere~

If

If u couln't love me with all ur heart..then hate me for da rest of time.. *nangis

Aku Kini~

Dan tak seindah cinta yang lalu
yang jalan dan jalin tanpa restu
Ku akhiri namun tak berakhir 
kuhindari hati tak ingin berpisah

Bila kau dengan yang lain
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela
Maaf..aku tak mampu nak hadap 😢😢

Bah..Banjir..Flood~

Nak menulis tapi tak mampu pikir anything..nak menulis tapi kekadang anything yang ditulis tu akan jadi kat diri sendiri..lebih baik diam sendiri..itu lebih baik..huhu!

topic sekarang ni semua orang cite pasal banjir, macam mimpi pulak ttbe da last 10 years ni aku tak main air..sebab rumah kami mmg sentiasa dari kecik  naik air..dari hujung pagar sampailah ke pintu bilik..so, kalau orang cakap pasal banjir tu dah pernah la rasa..takde la jakun sgt..haha!cuma untuk kali ini impaknya lebih hebat..lebih ramai yang menerima kesanya..

sedih, memang la sedeh..harta mende musnah..sebab tu kat rumah lama aku tu arwah abah dah tak pernah tanam pape..setiap kali dia tanam confirm bulan 12 gone =P last aku rasa ade pokok pisang banyak2 and ade busut yang ada daun kari kat situ..mase musim banjir, Tok Ayoh dtg umoh nak tgk kami tp aku yang noty ni gi kidnap perahu die then sangkut kat celah2 pokok pisang..terpakse la arwah abah berenang gi rescue anak dara die yang noty teramat ni..heehee -_-

kalau orang cakap pasal bantuan banjir tu macam tak pernah merasa je..yg aku ingt adelah ketua kg anta biskut Hup Seng sebungkus dan gula sebungkus..tu pon after 2 minggu lepas air surut..hehe!tp tadehal sebb arwah abah sgt owesome..tahan jaring kat tepi bilik aku..sangkut kat pokok limau..pastu macam2 ikan dapat..ikan jerung je takdop..hehe! so, kalau org ckp dapat sardin setin tu aku dah rasa cukup mewah..but knowing malaysia, bantuan jarang sampai ke tangan yang memerlukan..its a norm~ ni cakap berdasarkan pengalaman sendiri, bukan hok org lain taw..so, maaf kalau ade yg terase..

then aku ni sgt la penjijik..takmo sentuh lgsg air banjir hok lumpur2 tu..so abah bawak masuk perahu dalam dapur..haha! nak makan naik bot gi amik nasi..dapor rumah aku besar so sebb tu bleh bawak masuk bot..mandi kat atas pelantar rumah..tp uk ukk aku tak ingat kat mane..ke tahan sampai 3 hari air surut?? ^^ mungkin la kot -_- eyekk..

tak ramai keluarga yang ade bot mase tu...sebab dulu abah mengajar sekolah kat seberang sungai pahang..so, kalau musim banjir bot tu mmg akan park kat depan rumah..dari rumah aku nak gi rumah we mmg rempit naik bot..bapok la thrill nyer rase..sekarang ni rumah we sgt teruk..aku tak dapat bayangkan macam mana perasaan we..mohon terus tabah..nanti kami balik ramai2 tlg cuci rumah yer..

kat bawah ni gambar rumah We ptg tadi..Allah, sedehnya aku tengok..tq ummi bring us moving..walaupon macam2 org ckp but i trust ur decision..dont wory..hehe..

Hobbit

Tauriel:  If this is love, I don't want it. Take it away, please! Why does it hurt so much?

Thranduil: Because it was real

Life Manual

da hardest part in life is making decision..from childhood to adult and older..depend on how influential ur decision could affect other people life. We dont just simply decide something based on "heart', it works sometimes but most of da times.. NOP!!but as a muslim, we need to believe after doing istikharah..

if life can only have YES and NO answer, senang jek..ttbe keluar umah nampak kat langit tulis NO zanna..NO..but it dont work that way. .. or maybe u r thinking about life manual, its all written and u just follow..after school, go to university, after that, get marry..after that work till death..ok joking!! We have Al QURAN as a guidelines..one of rukun iman, believe in Al quran..da rest,its a life death decision..okay, nampak cam heavy problem je kan..making decision about our career, study, what kind of property u wanna buy..how much money u need for saving and spend? what car u wanna buy and used? ops..and what kind of career path u wanna take? if u want to migrate, u need to think about spouse, children education etc.. thinking all of that possibility issues, yes, i am getting older ~** and life is too stress, i need someone who can make me laugh around..

UNDO button, life doesn't have undo button, once done..its all done..so, be sure ur decision tak menganiaya orang..betul ke aku eja?hiii..manusia tak lepas dari kesilapan, kekonon nyer laa, but phuii! kalau something we can avoid, why it has to be proceed in da beginning?

when people asked ur opinion, of course they will expect something positive..but if they asked me, they should prepared to get negative answer too =) kalau rase tak mampu nak terima, then dont asked and make ur own decision..like ONE said to me "whatever it is, it's ur life and make ur own decision btw" and okay okay..till then~

Bali..Dive...Pray..Love

BALI is not one of in list places for me to go in da meant time but I have no idea why now aku dah tulis travelog pasal Bali (^^) okay wuteva..

Trip MERDEKA kekononnyerlaa..org len pi celebrate kat dataran then I went underwater to celebrate..our flight malam, and arrived there at da midnite..Lapar ala2 anaroksia, drop by kat kedai nasi padang..mungkin tgk muke macam alien so, kene kapak harga dgn hebatnye..

NAMPAK TAK SEMANGAT MERDEKAT TU??

We checked in at ZUK HOTEL which is recommended by lovely cousin Ateh..dekat dgn semua kedai dan tempat katanya and beside, tukang masak muslim kat situ..aku taw die muslim pon before checked out..hehe

hotel ni kat luar tak cantik..dalam die cantik tp gambar kt tpt len malas nak transfer..google sendiri jelah

Early in da morning around 7am, our instructor Mr. Werner fetch us from hotel and took us to Tulamben, Bali. Sincerely, I don’t really taking part in any arrangement of Diving License or accommodation. Alif handle it all, redha jek duduk kat mane..mujur tak kene sumbat dlm khemah jek =P haha

Perjalanan took about 4 hours di mana seperti 8 tahun kurasakan..jalan seperti ular dipalu..owh bahagianya..Aku checked in at NOBLE BALI..convenience and cantekkkk..yang penting each katil ade BANTAL PELUK…eeee, bleh pelop ketat2 =0

Ade swimming pool utk diorg prektis confine water

View Mount Agung yang owesome

Ni hotel kitorg yang sangan cantik dan selesA Tu..

2^nd  DAY:

Alif and Aza start their confine water skill dekat pool jek.. da whole day diorg mmg duduk dalam pool jek..and me, having my own sweet time..okay tipu, aku settlekan kerja yang tak pernah abeh sambil layan View Mount Agung..terbaek dari ladang gandum..Then I went out, jalan kaki..actually nak cari sim card but I think I walk too far from da hotel alone..then jumpa tempat utk rent motorcycle, I rented for 1 day with Rp 60,000..walaupon agak lame tak bawak  moto but I have da license hokay..after balik from my own sweet time merayau2..aku tido sepenuh hati like there is no tomorrow..i just woke up when somebody turn on my lights~ maghrib time…

preparation nak ke bendang..

3^rd DAY:

Syed ALif dgn skill hovering

Both of them still doing all da skill but in da sea..me continue doing report, and da best part, make all Kurr Kurr Warrior feeling annoy..hahaha!its closing day but I just not being there..i have no problem with remote control task coz I used to work freelance. In da evening, I just couldn’t bear being in da hotel doing nothing, begging Galvin to join them for diving..i don’t mind add up some money, I just need something to do rather than dying bored alone~ after all, they qualified as Open Water Diver..hehe!!Tahniah korang..**menari samba

4^th DAY:

All of us started our Advance Open Water Skill..more less, doing some skill then just enjoying our diving..even we went there few times but sincerely, I love da place..Sea Wall, Coral Garden and da most amazing place Shipwreck.. I don’t even know it was between 10 popular Diving Spot in da World..ye ke? Okay..

It will turned into bored trip if not about Diving..people only come for dive..we rent another bike so that all of us can having lunch at different place..its too hard to find halal food here because all of them Hindu..u can  just order seafood and try not to read menu babi panggang or babi masak ala bali..i don’t like dog doesn’t mean I hate dog..okay fine, kat situ banyak hanjing and aku rase cam nasi tersekat kat leher je kalau bintang buas tu ade kat seblah..dah tu plak cam  taw2 je..eee..okay la, but mase kecik I have dog name KOKO and BLACK..sekian!

sanggup sewa motor lg satu xnak makan kt tpt anjing besar

Lagi satu mamat dua orang ni kalau Tanya seme mende diorg kate sembelih..i’m not that konservatif about food but kalau dah trang Nampak tu mmg aku takkan makan la..diving need energy and cepat lapar..so, mmg nasi adelah fav food..hehe!

On da way to shipwreck, we meet Barracuda, according to local people, okay bukan local it juz Galvin, ada big barracuda named French, so da one that we saw just nephew or French’s son..besaar tu pon dah berdebar2 apatah lagi besar..

At night, we have our first night Dive..da only thing yang aku refuse dari awal2 lagi walaupon stopa dh banyak kali ajak g dive malam..i don’t trust people, so, I would let them bring me to hell =/ haha..hiperbola kan? But aku takut gelap..1. sebab aku rabun malam 2. Aku selalu pikir nanti ade Pontianak dalam air pakai baju putih datang cekik..dah la  tak Nampak..hishh ngeri!

korang larat tak angkat ni??confirm tak kan..hahaha..ni pon salah satu kekaguman aku jugak

Disebabkan seme faktor2 berikut nite dive aku buddy dgn Galvin..hahahahahaha!dgn harapan kekonon protector la but at da end abeh seme torch light rosak..drp 4 torch light 2 jek function..dgn Aza yang fin tercabut ntah kali ke berapa..so, Galvin terpakse tunda aza pulang ke pangkal jalan..haha! and aku terpakse redha tgk amende yang Alif nak tgk sebb share torch light ngn die..tp sebab aku cam rabun ayam so I don’t mind sgt.. yg penting die tak tinggal aku dalam kapal buruk tu dan bawak den balik ke Malaysia dgn selamat =) once I hold on you, I trust u with my life..we manage to find bump head and few species ikan lagi yang only keluar at night..kire terrer la tu, 4 org 2 torch light 7 fin..I love it!! After night dive, I just enjoying own sweet time on da surface..

we wouldn’t miss laying on water and looking at da star while singing twinkle-twinkle litte star..this is what we call MOMENT~ cause we don’t know either we can enjoy it again..sometimes..

muke narcosis

Balik dari night dive then baru kitorg keluar dinner sambil merempit 2 motor seperti biasa..lagi satu fact, Aza reti bawak motor..selama ni org ingt die tak reti bawak pape..so, everyone, aza boleh bawak motor hokey!!!

skill yang sampai sekarang aku tak reti buat..

5^th DAY

We only have 2 dive today, and gonna check out in da noon..finish few skill then return all bike..lunch..amik gambar sket..bla..bla..packing..and nek van. Along da way tu ada banyak kematian, so, jalan mmg jem la..setiap kali ade upacara keagamaan, kitorg kene stop for half an hour kekadang just for da sake to give way. Sampai kat Bandar, sebok cari money changer, so, korang papehal sila tukar duit siap2..actually, kitorg sgt la rushing on da day itself..schedule agak tunggang terbalik..our target just to be on flight on time jek..so, semua mende xsempat buat..settle all da bills and check in balik kat zuk hotel.. rehat jap then after maghrib kitorg keluar ukur jalan..nak tgk jalan kat situ jauh ke tak bleh walking..or lorong2 situ bleh lalu tak..hahaha! btw, we stay at heart of da city. So, tpt tourist..all club and sourvenir shop tertumpu kat situ..hard rock café bali jek kitorg pegi..end up makan pizzahut..hehe!


but bali bukan surge makanan..thinking about food, I hate it ;/ I don’t enjoy da food there..but I love Jakarta for da sake of food.

awek tgh semayang..awek aza ni

6^th DAY

We start our day not so early, penat still..having breakfast,and keluar searching for sourvenir..i bought t. shirt for Ajim, key chain n fridge magnet for friends..i have limited budget for sourvenir coz this is not in list trip..haa, aku sempat beli Hurley shirt..tu pon sebb nak pakai dgn wetsuit seblom aku mati kepanasan kalau nak g dive memane..after that, Aza kekonon nak balik tido and Alif insist to find factory outlet, so, we walk along da street, used waze but tak jumpa factory outlet yang bebetul..and suddently I saw aeroplane..kitorg jalan da nak sampai airport..patut rase kaki cam nak tercabut..haha!kalau kat Malaysia jangan harap aku nak jalan jauh camtu..but travel mmg xde choice da la kan..sebb tu kasut yang sesuai amat diperlukan..

antara popular sport kat  Bali..surfing..

And return to da hotel by taxi, xlarat da nak jalan..hehe! rehat jap and we plan to have lunch..but thinking of Aza, we back to hotel to fetch him but he’s not there, both of us end up fall asleep~

Wake up and packing..driver from Nautilus come and fetch us, took to da airport..kire2 duit nak beli makanan..hahahahha! berjimat kan? Dah malas nak tukar duit, so gune jelah ape yg ade..

last tabik hormat seblom nek balik Malaysia..hehe

Conclusionyer, Berjaya pulang ke Malaysia dgn selamat..


btw, gambar ngan cerita mungkin takde kene mengena sebb byk sgt gambar aku  malas dah nak pilih2..dah lame sgt peram kat draf..heehee..

Nothing at all~

“Sometimes you search so hard for words. You look for a way to interpret the language of this heart and the unspoken bond you feel. But in the end you are left with nothing but silence. And deep down you hope it’s understood.” 
― YM

Bali! Bali!! Bali!

Bali her..Bali there..Bali everywhere!!! da one i refused at first usually turn into amazed trip..

anywhere I would've followed you...

unless..one day..u

Say something I'm giving up on you..
and I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love..
and I'm saying goodbye~

goodnight bintang...

**pejam mata laju2..haha!

-____-

i couldn't help my self..i miss him..deeply..feeling like crying..NO!! i already cried..like a baby missing his daddy..huhu! i keep myself busy..having myself feel like da busiest person on earth..this might help me forget him for a while but..please..my heart and my mind having a battle that no one understand...when everything seems so hard, i looked at our picture..i have a feeling to delete it all..but each time i try to find delete button..i couldn't see it all..tears~

i dont want people looking at me in this miserableness looked so i have to keep strong even da only thing I wanna do now is lying in bed and crying~  there are so many things hanging in my head..i wanna answer for zillion question..but it juz a waste..

Fall

I didn't fall in love with you,
I walked into love with you,
with my eyes wide open,
choosing to take
every step along the way.
I do believe in fate an destiny,
but i also believe
we are only fated
to do the things
that we'd choose anyway.
and i'd choose you:
in a hundred lifetimes,
in a hundred worlds
in any version of reality
i'd find you
and i'd choose you..

friday
august 8, 2014
Opis **~

Marriage

Marriage is an aggreement between men n women..boy n girl..It shouldn't be happen or in other word tak boleh dijalankan if both of them refuse or da best word 'tak redha'..even with family arrangement because they are da one who will perform da sunnah and responsibilities..not their parents ~  ceramah di awal pagi by along..sharing from #beingme

Tabung Ayam

my hari raya begin with this..dengan penuh harapan i got a lot of duit raya..**rather than giving away for my niece n nephew..hehe

so plez..u r welcome to donate to my tabung ayam..but prohibit to take it out..haha!

he is da first person gave me duit raya..Thank You ;) beside, I purposely asked him to bring me back 5liter bottle..da coins belong to my handbag..

Hurt Scale

i've read something i shouldn't..but i did..accidently,i swear..and I never expected,it will become this hurt...I am sorry~ 
Its 10..

"Not Everything is supposed to become something beautiful & long-lasting..Sometimes people come into ur life to show u what is right and what is wrong, to show u who u can be, to teach u to love yourself, to make u feel better for a little while or to just be someone to walk with at nite n spill ur life to..not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they've given us_"  
-emery Allen via Pena ;)


I want u to stay forever..yes, i am~

Only Her

SHE IS

da person who will be by ur side when no one there...
da person who will stand for you no matter how...
da person who will cry for u when u r fighting for life..and i am fighting not because i want to but i couldn't stand heard her crying..
da person who will say 'its okay dear, come here! we'll do it together'..or " let them be, u come here and dont go anywhere"...or "who did this to u?"
da person who will calmly asked "why" when she heard my crying **nampak sgt suke nangis rather than shouting what happened??? or she just waited till i could talk...
 da person who will say "i think you can do it!!" even its something almost impossible or complicated to death..but she is a good starter but not finisher..hahaha!

I AM SORRY

for not being someone up to ur expectation..
for alwiz be like chipsmore...
for dissapoint u in certain part in life...
for make u worried about me..all da time till now~
for forgetting your birthday every year but u never failed wish me on time =P hehe..
for hiding so many secret for da past years..huhu!just trust me, i still ur baby sister, da old version~

THANK YOU UMI...

for all da pain and hardship we went through..
for being there watching..acting and crying together..
for being a good supporter in any field...
for being a totally UNDERSTANDING sister in whole wide world...

happy birthday..
moga Allah panjangkan usia dan di murahkan rezeki..
sentiasa dalam peliharaan Allah..
only Allah know how much i love u..same level with mom (^^)


* i just realizing we are lacking of picture together this past few years..huhu

FaMILy IFtAR

Alhamdulillah..15 ramadhan..masih diberi peluang menjalani ibadah puasa..berpeluang menikmati nikmat dunia yang tiada sempadan..masih berpeluang membahagiakan insan-insan tersayang..Syukur Ya Allah..Our short plan usually work..called out for siblings utk balik berbuka di rumah..di kampung..Aku sampai a bit late sehari coz komitmen kerja yang tak pernah abeh..sampai kat kampong around 5pm..terus kene tembak sebab lupee beli arang..ingat sebenarnye tapi malas dah nak gi kat Koboi dgn harapan abang mat kutip ranting durian buat unggun api..hahahaha..die buat betul kot~

HARIZ, ABG HASSAN AND KINTIR@ABGMAT

So, menu yang dicadangkan adelah ikan bakar talapia..keli goreng berlada..which is kitorg sauk dari sangkar kat sungai jek =P i bought ikan cacat Jemuduk plus tenggiri for curry..sayur bayam..and roti sardin by emy..kami sempat melarikan diri keluar pi cari kuih..bukan cari tapi borong..hasil tangkapan air tebu yang sangat sedap..soya..and few jenis kuih..

2 family yang tak ada but family yang ada just hantar wakil utk balik kampong..

meriah as usual..coz it juz once a year..twice a year pon susah nak berkumpul camni..bila family dah besar, agak sukar nak gather semua and having fun beramai2..disebabkan ahli keluarga pon dah boleh buat 1 jemaah kat surau..all of us decide utk terawih kat rumah jek..kebetulan newlywed hafiz hafizah Jordan ni ada balik..Alhamdulillah, welcome Mursyid to da family =) 

surau open air..start isyak and terawih pukul 9.30pm..

after terawih, aktiviti moreh buah buahan pon bermula..semua jenis kerepek..big apple..buah durian..manggis angkut..licinnn..aku tukang bukak..rase seulas tolak kat mursyid..lastly, dia makan semua..collaboration with ummi, kinah, aitam and kakak sulong..so, berjaye!!usaha tangga kejayaan..hahahaha!

he requested this picture purposely  nak hantar kat kawan2 kat jordan..hahahhaa!

so, here is da picture of newly wed..after moreh, we have small discussion regarding reception at Kedah then majlis makan2 bersurai..tapi yang muda mudi tak bersurai sebok buat plan nak pasang khemah and sleeping bag bagai sebb kitorg terpakse tido macam sardin..hahahah!

**FAMILY ARE LIKE STAR, U DONT ALWAYS SEE IT BUT IT ALWAYS THERE =)

beiNg Hug ~

tengah siap2 nak kuar dari office..I received this picture..sesuatu sgt kanak2 neh.i asked her why? she said rerindu gituu laa...then i asked her, did u felt it?i mean.. my hug =) hahahahahaha..

**acu anggun tu x tahan..ntah bile die save gitu name aku..pengsan~

When U hatE ur owN taiLor

homework..checked..moreh..checked..entertainment before tido..heeheee..

















I need cardigan for what so call baju rayer..i hate u annoying kerek tailor =/ owh vivy..could u plez design something for me **~ huhu..i need cardigan..yeahh da plain one..but kalau ade corak pon menarik gak...kekeke

**tido sambil mimpi dah terer menjahit tahap bleh bukak boutique baju sendiri..business partner of couse la raksasa gorgon..tangan di dada..owh~ designer baju..syasya..hahahahha!

gUanO niM?

demm..sayer tak ingat camne nak update link kat tepi2 tu..help meeee~~~ nampak sangat dh 8 tahun x tulis bloggggggggggg...owh teruknyer nenek kebayan pelupe!! OTTOKE ='(

MaBuL..SelaKan..KaPaLai

should i write about Mabul??yesss..compulsary....sebab da trip that i accidently go..

i got fever..da worst fever ever!!!! since i went to hospital and i have to get doctor send me back (tq dr hanep) hahahhahaha..of coz he was my frenz..mau kene karate kala soh doc anta balik sesuke jiwa raga..then sincerely, my confident level of going to Mabul juz 30% and i told Alif about that a week before departure date..hahaha..crazy fauzanamardhiah, wanna cancel flight which all plan..

but at last aku pegi jugak!!sebb rase dose plak bazir duet..hehe!then i apply annual leave a week before departure..

Muke Eksited seblom lompat nek bot =)

then i meet them..Joy..Bro Emrad..Ater..Faza..Anjew..Alif..Jepp..Chinoy..our flight goes well even duduk merata coz kitorang purchase ticket different time and check in pon sendiri2..sampai kat airport, everything arranged accordingly by anjew..which is i never had..coz selalu aci redah jek..hahahaha! jalan from airport to Semporna took about 1 hour 30 minutes..tp kene bawak ala2 schumacher..teettttttt~ along da way kelapa sawit **double check spelling KELAPA..hahahhaha..alaa,cam kat jengka..i saw signbot Lahad Datu! that place xde la femes mane but after peristiwa serangan terrorist jd femes amos lak..we had lunch kat semporna then terus lompat nek bot heading to Selakan Island!

nampak tak muke excited sorang2!hahaha..ni name die seronok nek van ala2 budak sekolah..so,perangai pon cam budak skolah baru balik sekolah la kan =/

It just a small island with 50pax villagers(ok xingt aku agak2 jek) ade sekolah seme and of coz la ade cekgu kt situ..haha!ade rumah yang normal..coz kitorg duduk ngn org kampong..bukan ngan bajau laut =P but just toilet jek membuatkan aku tahan poopoo sebb telus sampai ke bawah..hahahhahaha!rumah atas air..so, korang paham2 la cmne toilet die berfungsi..coz xde sistem saliran dan kumbahan yang betul..they are living totally bergantung kat air hujan..so each house ade 2 tangki yang atasnyer open so senang bile hujan air masuk..and yang paling best aku n joy baru taw selama duduk situ kitorg makan and menom air hujan..hahahhahha!makan megi masak gune air hujan..survivor sgt uols..in which kat rumah kala air tu masak gune dapor kayu pon aku xmenom sebab berbau..hahahhahahhaha!mesti mak sujud syukur anak die dah berubah..but we dont have choice and thats how they are living..adapt to da environment..

u wount get this anywhere else..breakfast by da sea..

***tgh tulis2 nim ttbe ade org mengaku he read my blog..terus ase malas tulis dah..hahahahaha

This is my nitemare each time nak lalu..rase nak merangkak je tp takut kene bahan ngan diorg..hahahahah!sanggup jd berani =P

this is sekolah yang aku war2 kan tadi..seb bek ustaz xde, kala tak rotan dua orang tu sebab seksi sgt gi skolah =P hehee..

This is papa's bajau..hahahahaha! ok NO, Alif and his lovely adoption children =P

this is bajau laut's house..there is a baby inside da boat..they are moving from one island to another...stop to get clean water and food supply. however most of da time they spend on da boat

1st day kitorang pegi Mabul Island.about 1 hour from selakan island..okay sincerely expectation aku mabul adelah white sand island (walhal dh taw ade resort atas air) hehe..but sadly indah kabar dari rupa..i dont mind about water house but terlalu ramai manusia..and penuh sampah sarap..if u see da picture dalam insta ke ape jadah yg cantik tu..it was resort yang cost u thausand pernite..mmg la cantik coz restricted area..and tak terlalu teruk pollution..water used dh process bagai..tapis seme..tp bukan water filter coway la..aku nak keje situ kala ade coway kat mabul..haha

This is eight star resort..haha

we ols tour Mabul Island, lihat kiri kanan..see da culture..see da people..kebanyakan diorg adalah from philiphines and didnt have malaysian identification..so, and while u walked around, they spend da day men majong..betul ke aku eja tu..senang cite berjudi la..haha! xkire laki ke puan ke..kala hok puan ni kendong anak ke sane ke mari..but ade juga org melayu..but u can see differences in term of house..appearance..hair..ok tipu..rambut same jek kunen..hehe!but u can differentiate them accordingly..

tu gambar adik balik sekolah..haha! this is rumah yang ade kat Mabul Island tu..most of them illegal

and kat situ ade balai polis..pity to those yang berjuang terpakse kerja kat sane..thanks abam pulis for taking care of people's safety..but mental jugek kala lame2 dok situ..haha! berjuang dan berkorban utk negara gittew..da best part, we bought few fish sebab balik kang nak masak..hoyeaayyy..part tu ios suke sgt..

how they spend da day..

before da sun dawn..we have special trip..enjoying sunset kt tengah laut sambil menom kopi..haaha!precious and fun =)

Ni jek survivor yang berjaye lompat masuk dlm bot..

ready to go =)

 

Chasing for da SUN..

malam tu balik tido sampai pengsan..but sebenarnye xde la letih mane..we enjoy thousand star bed..baring atas jetty bajet tu bilik sendiri..hak harta awam..but i love da jetty even more..

2nd day..hectic tiring day..early in da morning hiking..what so call BOHEY DULANG ..sincerely aku mmg xnak hiking coz i hate hiking..penattttttttt! but i saw da picture from upthere..and i have captain america beside me who forcing to hike ;/ say hi to my captain america..hahahaha!

sincerely i hate u during hiking..hahaha!! sebab efa suruh jalan dulu xmo, pastu tunggu belakang till i start to walk =/

thanks to him..after 3 kali pengsan akhirnyer sampai jugek kat atas..berbekalkan air ribena..so, smpai sekarang I love ribena even more..aku tak tau cmne pakcik yg guide kitorg tu bleh turun naik smpai 3 to 4 times a day..aku sekali pon da nak mati rase..worth it!!speechless.. Subhanallah =)

muka bile tak dapat air ribena..hahahha

btw, no one ever force me to hike coz if i say NO..da answer will remain da same..hahaha!typical zana will only doing whatever she want to..ignore da rest since she had so much hurt and pain inside..unspeakable with words~ only umi understand and thats why she is da only person understand when i travel ses uke hati jiwa raga..tp kala sesuke hati sgt mau kene hempuk juge lame2..hahahahha!

this is da track..i told u!!its hard..

then da crazy zana had dive buddy..Joy da pinkish dive buddy..hahahhaha!actually after turun my leg shaking..yeahh, aku gayat..afraid of height ='( weaknesses yg smpai sekarang aku tataw nk buat gane..hahahha!  after 1st dive I vommit..di saat seme org turun dive..aku dok atas bot mengalahkan org mengandung muntah..ngeee! then kidnap panadol dlm beg aza tido..

raksasagorgon sedang menyelam..

I already give up after 1st dive tu but ttbe after bgn tido tu dh xpening..hahhaha!**dh telan panadol lg byk ckp kan..then i did 2nd dive =P degil..smpai kat bawah vomit again..seb bek dh terer segala skill diving..hahahha! so, xde la pengotor sgt..siap bleh men cuci2 sementara tunggu si Joy yg men tenggelam timbul..haha! lantak..

1st dive die dok bawah sorg tunggu aku..even weather kat atas nak hujan..but kat bawah current not really strong..so i juz enjoy..sincerely gear up before terjun totally by DM..i have no energy to do anything but underwater world drive my mind to stay awake and still strong..kan bagos if i had that courage in da real life..huhu! but i dont have..i might not survive if i fall again~ even now partly fall..(aku takot beli tiket gi zimbabwe pastu duduk situ kawan ngan singa je nnt..hahahha!)

ikan tgh kawad..

how could i saw NO to this view??

and after that i slowly dying..silently..xmampu bangun~ sampai kat Selakan Island..vommit for da thirt time!i know mybody dah xmampu bertahan..hahaha but never regret..i love for what i am doing.i love u alif for forcing me to hike..hahahhaha!(**purposely write coz i know he read this)  sebb nnt nyesal sampai balik umah =P

i love this picture for No reason..it juz u can define with ur own words =)

It suppose to be our last nite being there..weather not really good..angin kuat cam nak ribut taufan..da only thing aku ingt..lepak kat jetty dgn angin sepoi2..ok tipu angin kuat giler cam nak terbang..pastu aku larik balik panggil alif sebb takut jetty runtuh..at least kala runtuh jatuh bersama..hahahhahaha ade geng jatuh =P hehe..fobia of darkness actually~

Moving out from selakan never be easy..we stranded about few hours sebab air cetek, so boat tak leh lalu..tp okay la drp stuck tgh laut tu and kene turun tolak bot..hehehe! i cannot stay still..so i joined bajau laut kutip siput..mentally retarded seme siput ade name Siti..sara..Karim..jap,karim tu cam name anjing kat bohey dulang jek..hahahah!wuteva..

but this is something i wanna do for quiet a long time ago..mase kecik2 walking smpai kat tengah sungai..dah tua sket..walking on da sea..hahahaha! but wouldn't get this chance again..trust me =) even i realized air kt situ mix up dgn toilet org kampong..but i dont care~ air kan byk..hahahahaha!

ni hijack bot orang kampong datang beli megi kat kedai runcit..sape soh tak kunci sampan...hahahhaha

erm,i'm not sure adik tu buat ape but hopefully die mmg tgh carik siput la..hehe

Sincerely aku sengeh smbil tulis ni..seb bek ajim dh tido..kala x die kate acu giler..
ptg baru sampai kat bandar tawau..and we stay semalaman kat situ..da next day jalan2 pasar tawau..homaigad..macam2 binatang buas korang bleh jumpe..but binatang buas dalam laut la =P aku tataw la org len travel cane tp pasar ni cam compulsary place gak utk pegi if travel memane x kesah la gi Paris ke..beijing ke..Phuket ke..Vietnam pon aku siap gi pasar beli ikan balik masak..huhu!

ni semua binatang buas yang ade kat Pasar Tawau tu..beware of danger =)

for all moments..for all tears..for all discomfort..we enjoy it =)