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i couldn't help my self..i miss him..deeply..feeling like crying..NO!! i already cried..like a baby missing his daddy..huhu! i keep myself busy..having myself feel like da busiest person on earth..this might help me forget him for a while but..please..my heart and my mind having a battle that no one understand...when everything seems so hard, i looked at our picture..i have a feeling to delete it all..but each time i try to find delete button..i couldn't see it all..tears~

i dont want people looking at me in this miserableness looked so i have to keep strong even da only thing I wanna do now is lying in bed and crying~  there are so many things hanging in my head..i wanna answer for zillion question..but it juz a waste..

Fall

I didn't fall in love with you,
I walked into love with you,
with my eyes wide open,
choosing to take
every step along the way.
I do believe in fate an destiny,
but i also believe
we are only fated
to do the things
that we'd choose anyway.
and i'd choose you:
in a hundred lifetimes,
in a hundred worlds
in any version of reality
i'd find you
and i'd choose you..

friday
august 8, 2014
Opis **~