Love is Courage

I dont care about da world..all i know beside u is da safest place on earth..i-vtech for danger alert..underwater,on da surface, on air..everywhere~

If

If u couln't love me with all ur heart..then hate me for da rest of time.. *nangis

Aku Kini~

Dan tak seindah cinta yang lalu
yang jalan dan jalin tanpa restu
Ku akhiri namun tak berakhir 
kuhindari hati tak ingin berpisah

Bila kau dengan yang lain
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela
Maaf..aku tak mampu nak hadap 😢😢

Bah..Banjir..Flood~

Nak menulis tapi tak mampu pikir anything..nak menulis tapi kekadang anything yang ditulis tu akan jadi kat diri sendiri..lebih baik diam sendiri..itu lebih baik..huhu!

topic sekarang ni semua orang cite pasal banjir, macam mimpi pulak ttbe da last 10 years ni aku tak main air..sebab rumah kami mmg sentiasa dari kecik  naik air..dari hujung pagar sampailah ke pintu bilik..so, kalau orang cakap pasal banjir tu dah pernah la rasa..takde la jakun sgt..haha!cuma untuk kali ini impaknya lebih hebat..lebih ramai yang menerima kesanya..

sedih, memang la sedeh..harta mende musnah..sebab tu kat rumah lama aku tu arwah abah dah tak pernah tanam pape..setiap kali dia tanam confirm bulan 12 gone =P last aku rasa ade pokok pisang banyak2 and ade busut yang ada daun kari kat situ..mase musim banjir, Tok Ayoh dtg umoh nak tgk kami tp aku yang noty ni gi kidnap perahu die then sangkut kat celah2 pokok pisang..terpakse la arwah abah berenang gi rescue anak dara die yang noty teramat ni..heehee -_-

kalau orang cakap pasal bantuan banjir tu macam tak pernah merasa je..yg aku ingt adelah ketua kg anta biskut Hup Seng sebungkus dan gula sebungkus..tu pon after 2 minggu lepas air surut..hehe!tp tadehal sebb arwah abah sgt owesome..tahan jaring kat tepi bilik aku..sangkut kat pokok limau..pastu macam2 ikan dapat..ikan jerung je takdop..hehe! so, kalau org ckp dapat sardin setin tu aku dah rasa cukup mewah..but knowing malaysia, bantuan jarang sampai ke tangan yang memerlukan..its a norm~ ni cakap berdasarkan pengalaman sendiri, bukan hok org lain taw..so, maaf kalau ade yg terase..

then aku ni sgt la penjijik..takmo sentuh lgsg air banjir hok lumpur2 tu..so abah bawak masuk perahu dalam dapur..haha! nak makan naik bot gi amik nasi..dapor rumah aku besar so sebb tu bleh bawak masuk bot..mandi kat atas pelantar rumah..tp uk ukk aku tak ingat kat mane..ke tahan sampai 3 hari air surut?? ^^ mungkin la kot -_- eyekk..

tak ramai keluarga yang ade bot mase tu...sebab dulu abah mengajar sekolah kat seberang sungai pahang..so, kalau musim banjir bot tu mmg akan park kat depan rumah..dari rumah aku nak gi rumah we mmg rempit naik bot..bapok la thrill nyer rase..sekarang ni rumah we sgt teruk..aku tak dapat bayangkan macam mana perasaan we..mohon terus tabah..nanti kami balik ramai2 tlg cuci rumah yer..

kat bawah ni gambar rumah We ptg tadi..Allah, sedehnya aku tengok..tq ummi bring us moving..walaupon macam2 org ckp but i trust ur decision..dont wory..hehe..

Hobbit

Tauriel:  If this is love, I don't want it. Take it away, please! Why does it hurt so much?

Thranduil: Because it was real

Life Manual

da hardest part in life is making decision..from childhood to adult and older..depend on how influential ur decision could affect other people life. We dont just simply decide something based on "heart', it works sometimes but most of da times.. NOP!!but as a muslim, we need to believe after doing istikharah..

if life can only have YES and NO answer, senang jek..ttbe keluar umah nampak kat langit tulis NO zanna..NO..but it dont work that way. .. or maybe u r thinking about life manual, its all written and u just follow..after school, go to university, after that, get marry..after that work till death..ok joking!! We have Al QURAN as a guidelines..one of rukun iman, believe in Al quran..da rest,its a life death decision..okay, nampak cam heavy problem je kan..making decision about our career, study, what kind of property u wanna buy..how much money u need for saving and spend? what car u wanna buy and used? ops..and what kind of career path u wanna take? if u want to migrate, u need to think about spouse, children education etc.. thinking all of that possibility issues, yes, i am getting older ~** and life is too stress, i need someone who can make me laugh around..

UNDO button, life doesn't have undo button, once done..its all done..so, be sure ur decision tak menganiaya orang..betul ke aku eja?hiii..manusia tak lepas dari kesilapan, kekonon nyer laa, but phuii! kalau something we can avoid, why it has to be proceed in da beginning?

when people asked ur opinion, of course they will expect something positive..but if they asked me, they should prepared to get negative answer too =) kalau rase tak mampu nak terima, then dont asked and make ur own decision..like ONE said to me "whatever it is, it's ur life and make ur own decision btw" and okay okay..till then~

Bali..Dive...Pray..Love

BALI is not one of in list places for me to go in da meant time but I have no idea why now aku dah tulis travelog pasal Bali (^^) okay wuteva..

Trip MERDEKA kekononnyerlaa..org len pi celebrate kat dataran then I went underwater to celebrate..our flight malam, and arrived there at da midnite..Lapar ala2 anaroksia, drop by kat kedai nasi padang..mungkin tgk muke macam alien so, kene kapak harga dgn hebatnye..

NAMPAK TAK SEMANGAT MERDEKAT TU??

We checked in at ZUK HOTEL which is recommended by lovely cousin Ateh..dekat dgn semua kedai dan tempat katanya and beside, tukang masak muslim kat situ..aku taw die muslim pon before checked out..hehe

hotel ni kat luar tak cantik..dalam die cantik tp gambar kt tpt len malas nak transfer..google sendiri jelah

Early in da morning around 7am, our instructor Mr. Werner fetch us from hotel and took us to Tulamben, Bali. Sincerely, I don’t really taking part in any arrangement of Diving License or accommodation. Alif handle it all, redha jek duduk kat mane..mujur tak kene sumbat dlm khemah jek =P haha

Perjalanan took about 4 hours di mana seperti 8 tahun kurasakan..jalan seperti ular dipalu..owh bahagianya..Aku checked in at NOBLE BALI..convenience and cantekkkk..yang penting each katil ade BANTAL PELUK…eeee, bleh pelop ketat2 =0

Ade swimming pool utk diorg prektis confine water

View Mount Agung yang owesome

Ni hotel kitorg yang sangan cantik dan selesA Tu..

2^nd  DAY:

Alif and Aza start their confine water skill dekat pool jek.. da whole day diorg mmg duduk dalam pool jek..and me, having my own sweet time..okay tipu, aku settlekan kerja yang tak pernah abeh sambil layan View Mount Agung..terbaek dari ladang gandum..Then I went out, jalan kaki..actually nak cari sim card but I think I walk too far from da hotel alone..then jumpa tempat utk rent motorcycle, I rented for 1 day with Rp 60,000..walaupon agak lame tak bawak  moto but I have da license hokay..after balik from my own sweet time merayau2..aku tido sepenuh hati like there is no tomorrow..i just woke up when somebody turn on my lights~ maghrib time…

preparation nak ke bendang..

3^rd DAY:

Syed ALif dgn skill hovering

Both of them still doing all da skill but in da sea..me continue doing report, and da best part, make all Kurr Kurr Warrior feeling annoy..hahaha!its closing day but I just not being there..i have no problem with remote control task coz I used to work freelance. In da evening, I just couldn’t bear being in da hotel doing nothing, begging Galvin to join them for diving..i don’t mind add up some money, I just need something to do rather than dying bored alone~ after all, they qualified as Open Water Diver..hehe!!Tahniah korang..**menari samba

4^th DAY:

All of us started our Advance Open Water Skill..more less, doing some skill then just enjoying our diving..even we went there few times but sincerely, I love da place..Sea Wall, Coral Garden and da most amazing place Shipwreck.. I don’t even know it was between 10 popular Diving Spot in da World..ye ke? Okay..

It will turned into bored trip if not about Diving..people only come for dive..we rent another bike so that all of us can having lunch at different place..its too hard to find halal food here because all of them Hindu..u can  just order seafood and try not to read menu babi panggang or babi masak ala bali..i don’t like dog doesn’t mean I hate dog..okay fine, kat situ banyak hanjing and aku rase cam nasi tersekat kat leher je kalau bintang buas tu ade kat seblah..dah tu plak cam  taw2 je..eee..okay la, but mase kecik I have dog name KOKO and BLACK..sekian!

sanggup sewa motor lg satu xnak makan kt tpt anjing besar

Lagi satu mamat dua orang ni kalau Tanya seme mende diorg kate sembelih..i’m not that konservatif about food but kalau dah trang Nampak tu mmg aku takkan makan la..diving need energy and cepat lapar..so, mmg nasi adelah fav food..hehe!

On da way to shipwreck, we meet Barracuda, according to local people, okay bukan local it juz Galvin, ada big barracuda named French, so da one that we saw just nephew or French’s son..besaar tu pon dah berdebar2 apatah lagi besar..

At night, we have our first night Dive..da only thing yang aku refuse dari awal2 lagi walaupon stopa dh banyak kali ajak g dive malam..i don’t trust people, so, I would let them bring me to hell =/ haha..hiperbola kan? But aku takut gelap..1. sebab aku rabun malam 2. Aku selalu pikir nanti ade Pontianak dalam air pakai baju putih datang cekik..dah la  tak Nampak..hishh ngeri!

korang larat tak angkat ni??confirm tak kan..hahaha..ni pon salah satu kekaguman aku jugak

Disebabkan seme faktor2 berikut nite dive aku buddy dgn Galvin..hahahahahaha!dgn harapan kekonon protector la but at da end abeh seme torch light rosak..drp 4 torch light 2 jek function..dgn Aza yang fin tercabut ntah kali ke berapa..so, Galvin terpakse tunda aza pulang ke pangkal jalan..haha! and aku terpakse redha tgk amende yang Alif nak tgk sebb share torch light ngn die..tp sebab aku cam rabun ayam so I don’t mind sgt.. yg penting die tak tinggal aku dalam kapal buruk tu dan bawak den balik ke Malaysia dgn selamat =) once I hold on you, I trust u with my life..we manage to find bump head and few species ikan lagi yang only keluar at night..kire terrer la tu, 4 org 2 torch light 7 fin..I love it!! After night dive, I just enjoying own sweet time on da surface..

we wouldn’t miss laying on water and looking at da star while singing twinkle-twinkle litte star..this is what we call MOMENT~ cause we don’t know either we can enjoy it again..sometimes..

muke narcosis

Balik dari night dive then baru kitorg keluar dinner sambil merempit 2 motor seperti biasa..lagi satu fact, Aza reti bawak motor..selama ni org ingt die tak reti bawak pape..so, everyone, aza boleh bawak motor hokey!!!

skill yang sampai sekarang aku tak reti buat..

5^th DAY

We only have 2 dive today, and gonna check out in da noon..finish few skill then return all bike..lunch..amik gambar sket..bla..bla..packing..and nek van. Along da way tu ada banyak kematian, so, jalan mmg jem la..setiap kali ade upacara keagamaan, kitorg kene stop for half an hour kekadang just for da sake to give way. Sampai kat Bandar, sebok cari money changer, so, korang papehal sila tukar duit siap2..actually, kitorg sgt la rushing on da day itself..schedule agak tunggang terbalik..our target just to be on flight on time jek..so, semua mende xsempat buat..settle all da bills and check in balik kat zuk hotel.. rehat jap then after maghrib kitorg keluar ukur jalan..nak tgk jalan kat situ jauh ke tak bleh walking..or lorong2 situ bleh lalu tak..hahaha! btw, we stay at heart of da city. So, tpt tourist..all club and sourvenir shop tertumpu kat situ..hard rock café bali jek kitorg pegi..end up makan pizzahut..hehe!


but bali bukan surge makanan..thinking about food, I hate it ;/ I don’t enjoy da food there..but I love Jakarta for da sake of food.

awek tgh semayang..awek aza ni

6^th DAY

We start our day not so early, penat still..having breakfast,and keluar searching for sourvenir..i bought t. shirt for Ajim, key chain n fridge magnet for friends..i have limited budget for sourvenir coz this is not in list trip..haa, aku sempat beli Hurley shirt..tu pon sebb nak pakai dgn wetsuit seblom aku mati kepanasan kalau nak g dive memane..after that, Aza kekonon nak balik tido and Alif insist to find factory outlet, so, we walk along da street, used waze but tak jumpa factory outlet yang bebetul..and suddently I saw aeroplane..kitorg jalan da nak sampai airport..patut rase kaki cam nak tercabut..haha!kalau kat Malaysia jangan harap aku nak jalan jauh camtu..but travel mmg xde choice da la kan..sebb tu kasut yang sesuai amat diperlukan..

antara popular sport kat  Bali..surfing..

And return to da hotel by taxi, xlarat da nak jalan..hehe! rehat jap and we plan to have lunch..but thinking of Aza, we back to hotel to fetch him but he’s not there, both of us end up fall asleep~

Wake up and packing..driver from Nautilus come and fetch us, took to da airport..kire2 duit nak beli makanan..hahahahha! berjimat kan? Dah malas nak tukar duit, so gune jelah ape yg ade..

last tabik hormat seblom nek balik Malaysia..hehe

Conclusionyer, Berjaya pulang ke Malaysia dgn selamat..


btw, gambar ngan cerita mungkin takde kene mengena sebb byk sgt gambar aku  malas dah nak pilih2..dah lame sgt peram kat draf..heehee..